jantri’s

A tiny red light drowned his soul tonight. Its light & its substantial entity called music cordoned him to his solitary misery. He loved the darkness; he wooed the sight of that tiny bright red circumferntial light. Vexed thoughts cooed his mind like eternity. Feelings of hatred & filth bound his being like a vicious cycle made to obliterate lives of innocent children of deceitful ancestry. He did not believe in GOD, but he NEEDS to. He does not want to believe in FATE, but he ought to. Tonight, the long sought answers to his questions became more & more vague like of that tiny red circumferntial light.

Life has never been life. Absurd had always been absurd. "Will it always be this way?", he asked me. I gave him a time & a stare as a reply & silence enveloped both of us. An enormous multitude of light ran across each hidden corners as he stood up. Eventually, the red light became too tiny to notice. All the other used-to-be-black were all lit up as well. In a corner,  I found him writing with me, conceiving with me, sobbing with me. In that very same corner, I found me. I tried not to blame nor coax him. All I did was watch The clock’s tick & hear its motion…

A tiny red light brought his soul back tonight. Its light & its substantial entity called music cordoned him in his solitary misery.

" Am I he?, i asked myself as I woke up from a seemingly unhappy dream. I stared nowhere and noticed through my peripheries a tiny red light. My senses reverted to a familiar state. " It was just like yestrday’s”

9:13 am & I saw him. The light started to grow dark again & the tiny red light’s substantial entity became more audible. He opened the door, I followed. Together we saw FATE. He saw defeat. I saw hope. He closed the door, I followed. Awkward as it was, I then had found him ciphering through words a vague mutual feeling. " ARE WE ONE? he gave me a time & a stare as a reply & silence enveloped both of us.

He was d loneliest, most imperfect person i know. I fret, but I can be the happiest. He smiles but it was the fakest. WE ARE CONTRARY, BUT WE ARE ONE.

                             -posted in my about me midyear of last year…

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